Dirrty Confession # 1

okay, so i have a crush on Joe...i admit it now. he's seXXXy and shy and that makes me want to get under his skin and get to know him more. i just hope that he won't be a complete asshole or something. so far what i know is great. he and i talk all the time. i'm crossing my fingers that this will be fun.

and i have another confession too....Nathan is supposed to be coming in this weekend and i am not sure what to do! Nathan really likes me but i dont' know if i like him like that or not. am i wrong for not liking him?? i mean he came in to visit me for Christmas and really likes me and we chat on the phone a lot, but i don't know if i like him like that or not...lord i am really hating this...hopefully things will get better...